Stress and Panic

I’m finally able to access my website again, after my host moved me to a different server after initially putting me on the new one, so hopefully it continues working.

Technology fucking hates me lately. For one reason or another, my internet simply didn’t like the new server I was put on, so I had to be moved to another one, and now I’m able to log into everything. Thanks to Jordan everything is running smoothly and I’m not ripping my face off. I just got back from shooting a close friend’s beautiful outdoor wedding, and I am so excited to start editing the 200+ photos and start designing the album.

The wedding was held in Columbus where my aunt lives and where I am planning on moving as soon as I’m financially able to. This trip really just solidified my desperate need to move there as soon as I possibly can, it’s all I can think about currently. I’m doing everything in my power to find a decent paying menial job so that I can pay some things off, and save for the move, and I have to tell you internets, I’m getting burnt out.

I’m tired of working so much and trying so hard, and still not being able to support myself. And even when I do move to Columbus, I’m going to have to continue working a corporate job until I am financially stable enough to venture full time into my photography, but it will still be a much needed change. I have no structure in my life at the moment, and it’s all I can do to not have a panic attack every five seconds.

I’ll be working on client projects for the next three millenia but I just wanted to pop in and let you guys know that I’m still alive, hanging on by my fingernails.